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….nah… i’m just sick and tired of everything that’s happening… we’re broke big time! and i hate it… ’cause i can’t do anything… when i got home i had a good puch of reality… i wasn’t able to see my dad ’cause he was working on a house in a nearby province… the thing is, he wasn’t able to go home for a while because he didn’t have enough money for the fare! how could it be? he’s an engineer for pit’s sake! my mom was struggling on finding some money for my fare… just for me to go back here in cebu… and for those maids too! all the while, the maid wasn’t going with me… argh!!!! i don’t know if they even realized that my mom was really bothered when i told her about the maid’s fare and as i see it, she wasn’t able to sleep that well last saturday… then after 3 confirmations of them going in the last minute they’ll say they’re not going? how ruthless!
right now, my heart is ravaging with fire, somehow i’m not focused with school.. ’cause i’m thinking of my parent’s struggles… including my brother’s sacrifices… i wonder if we’ll ever get through these… i hope so though… soon… but how i don’t know…
i just miss the old times… when everything was almost perfect… almost.. like in my elementary years… why can’t things just remain the same? so simple? so good… so… prefectly normal… why now? what happened?
i hope i can do something to make life easier.. for all of us.. for my nanay and tatay… and for rex too….
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